2014 has been a rather shitty year for you but as with everything else in Life, there is a good side too.
You have fought hard through the dark clouds, endured through the storms and for that, you really deserve to give yourself a hearty pat on the back. Troubles don't last forever but strength and resilience built up sweat by sweat will stay with you for as long as you be. They can even grow.
Time to close the door behind you and it's almost time to open the new door right in front of you which you've waited a year for to reach. It is now within your reach.
Open it and go forth to a better year and a new adventure ahead.